These pills make me mellow
Take my hurt away
Don't feel no more hope
Don't feel anything

These pills make me mellow
So it will be ok
I'm not me no more
I'm not anything

Might seem like too much
I'll agree
But it ain't stoppin' me
I'm just trying to live another day in my hypocrisy
Honestly? I'm a little lost... how bout' you
Do you even feel the same way that I do

I'm just trying to do this thing called life
Guess you only get one chance
So you better do it right
No! I don't get it tell me what the fuck that even means
Not going to stand in line, conform, I'd rather kick and scream

Don't believe what you do
Honestly, it's so true
Break the mold don't
Let it hold you back

I'm so angry but I take it all in strides
Might look pissed all the time
But I'm really trying to smile
On the inside

All my life I've been told
Not to be hard on myself
But I can't help
When I look into the mirror and hate what I see
I'm so chemically inbalanced I can't even breathe

Just trying to be something different
Why is it hard to achieve
Is it my thinking, attitude
Or the fact that this world's screwed

Don't wanna continue being dragged
Through black n' blue
Is this the day I finally say
I'm fuckin' through
Just take another pill, I'll be ok

Just a little lithium needed for my brain
Then maybe I'll feel sane
Well the definition of it anyway
But even when I try to stay on course
My depression makes me stray
Right back to the... source

These pills make me mellow
Take my hurt away
Don't feel no more hope
Don't feel anything

These pills make me mellow
So it'll be ok
I'm not me no more
I'm not anything

Fade

Watch me fade, watch me fade
Watch me fade away

Away

Yea I fade away
Won't take away this pain

Fade

Watch me fade, watch me fade
Watch me fade away

Away

Yea I fade away
But it won't take away this pain