Wake up
Same room same walls
Didn't slip away
Sadly made it to another day

Hold what if this is my purgatory
And this life will never fade away
This paradox been driving my insane

Don't know if I can contain
Keeping this sickness at bay
Depression and anxiety
Been building up inside of me

Hoping that today (Haha) might be the day

I know that this ain't the way
That I should be living
But come on who the fuck am I kidding

Slowly chipping away
Existence is pain
No energy I'm feeling so drained
Guess my souls, destined to burn
I'll never know what happiness might feel like
Darkness my old friend
Keeping my company until the end, huh
Pushing down that lonely road ahead

Every day I'm war with myself
Nothing I do will fix this pain that I've gained
It's all I have left
I have something crawling inside
Buried deep in my mind
I am afraid of the things that I will fucking probably find

Yea, you can take away all the shame
You can take away all my pain
Ain't nothin gonna change

You can take away all the shame
You can take away all this pain
Ain't nothin gonna change

When every single day been the same
When every single day had been the same
Ain't nothin gonna change

It doesn't matter what the fuck I say
It doesn't matter what I do or say
Ain't nothin gonna change

Even if everything was fine
I had a nine to five
A house with a white picket fence
I'd rather drink bleach, trigga
Gun to the temple I reach... Preach
I am not destined for this

Must follow my bliss
This is not the shit that I'm gonna miss
Something burning deep down eating me alive
Another cut relieves that pressure inside
Just biding my time, until I go away

No high score today
No revive coming my way
So sick of the game called life
I don't wanna play but
I'm forced too even when it only ends one way

Dragged through
Beaten and bruised
Till the end of a simulation, I'm destined to lose
A Matrix if you will
If I could do it all again
Fuck the red, I'd take that little blue pill

Every day I'm war with myself
Nothing I do will fix this pain that I've gained
It's all I have left
I have something crawling inside
Buried deep in my mind
I am afraid of the things that I will fucking probably find

Yea, you can take away all the shame
You can take away all my pain
Ain't nothin gonna change

You can take away all the shame
You can take away all this pain
Ain't nothin gonna change

When every single day been the same
When every single day had been the same
Ain't nothin gonna change

It doesn't matter what the fuck I say
It doesn't matter what I do or say
Ain't nothin gonna change

I know that you think this is all game
I'm just trying to live through this life of pain
Into the void throw it all away

Every day I'm war with myself
Nothing I do will fix this pain that I've gained
It's all I have left
I have something crawling inside
Buried deep in my mind
I am afraid of the things that I will fucking probably find

Yea, you can take away all the shame
You can take away all my pain
Ain't nothin gonna change

You can take away all the shame
You can take away all this pain
Ain't nothin gonna change

When every single day been the same
When every single day had been the same
Ain't nothin gonna change

It doesn't matter what the fuck I say
It doesn't matter what I do or say
Ain't nothin gonna change