There's this pain that just won't go away
I've tried but it's here to stay...
These drugs help me circumvene, if OD
Then I just need a dose of Dopamine

There's this pain that just won't go away
I've tried but it's here to stay...
These drugs help me circumvene, if OD
Then I just need a dose of Dopamine

There's this pain that just won't go away
I've tried but it's here to stay...
These drugs help me circumvene, if OD
Then I just need a dose of Dopamine

I've been dealing with this shit since I was a kid
Fake smile to hide behind the pain I was living in
Yes I will admit that its been weighing me down
This is why I would act up, and be the class clown
Didn't want anyone to really know the real me
Might as well been in prison YEA! Throw away the key
Ain't nobody ever gettin' close to me
One minute here the next I'm gone
Aint really had a no place to call home

No! Always the new kid, never the best friend
If I was to let go, maybe they would remember me then
Just feeling spit up and used. Doesn't matter what you say because I know the truth

There's this pain that just won't go away
I've tried but it's here to stay...
These drugs help me circumvene, if OD
Then I just need a dose of Dopamine

There's this pain that just won't go away
I've tried but it's here to stay...
These drugs help me circumvene, if OD
Then I just need a dose of Dopamine

Let me take you right back to the start
Alienated, pushed away... left in the dark
So many places like I even got to plant some roots
Hey! Nice to meet, ill be gone within a year, just like that id disappear
Forgot my name... who I am... just like everyone has before
That's why I cut myself, act out and live in doubt
So someone will notice me, but no one does
This purgatory.. it makes me SCREAM! Like I'm living in a fucking dream

Always the new kid, never the best friend
If I was to let go, maybe they would remember me then
Just feeling spit up and used. Doesn't matter what you say because I know the truth

There's this pain that just won't go away
I've tried but it's here to stay...
These drugs help me circumvene, if OD
Then I just need a dose of Dopamine

There's this pain that just won't go away
I've tried but it's here to stay...
These drugs help me circumvene, if OD
Then I just need a dose of Dopamine

There's this pain that just won't go away
I've tried but it's here to stay...
These drugs help me circumvene, if OD
Then I just need a dose of Dopamine